Part and parcels of life

HELLOOOOO

2009-12-15T22:41:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since i dropped by this space. Wonder if anyone still reads. Anyway, gonna rant here abit because basically, i'm bored and there's no one to entertain me. Might meet @Maddieelyn but it looks like its raining now.

It had been a month plus since O's, and come to think of it, time really flies. Esp this year. No idea why. I can still vividly remember how i used to whine, nag, complain about school. Everything like happened in the blink of an eye. I also remember how i used to skip sch, which is so damn precious to me ok. Yet guilty for not attending.

I find it a lil unbelievable that i actually went through all these. To me, passing Ns was like a miracle already. I remember the memorable Breakthru Camp where i got to know my Rock. Then there was MYE, where everyone flunked badly. To Prelims, which if i'm not wrong i didn't went for few papers because i was terribly sick. Last but not least, O's, it was a pretty miserable period. But everytime at the last paper of the day, everyone would feel that a huge burden was down. Also a bit unhappy, because of the careless mistakes we've made. But overall, nothing could be compared to the very last day of O's, which is the MCQ paper. Everyone was saturated with happiness. Including me of course. I have to admit, it is one of the best feeling i ever had.

There's just too much to say. And i think if i continue going on, it'll never end. Seriously, it had been a hard year for me. I'm so glad it's all over. Now, i'm just afraid with the results. Really have no idea what i'm gonna do/go if i cant get into poly. Or even if i could, but not the courses i'm interested in. So, for now, i'm gonna make merry while i can. Heard that results are coming out in 11-13 Jan. It's like so near from now. I totally feel the pressure coming soon. *pouts

Sad. And the sickly me said that i wanna work the min Os end. But instead, i wasted my time away on heading out every night. Last week i started working but now i'm sick. Maybe it's fated that i dont work? Hahaha. There's work tmr, still contemplating whether i should go for work.

On a side note, christmas is coming. Wonder if anything special is up. Not very looking forward to it though. No idea, no reason why. Guess it's just gonna be another day....

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2009-10-24T05:46:00.001-07:00

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Eighteen days left of my secondary life

2009-10-24T05:44:00.001-07:00

I found a better place.

2009-09-03T02:17:00.000-07:00

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Birthday celebrations!

2009-08-23T04:42:00.000-07:00

My dearest AQH, xiaohui!

We'll stay like this forever

My great great great friends! ♥

Joan's!

Akkkk47 drinking bud. Cant wait for yr bday!!!

Purply's!

luvluvluv♥

Cant wait for next drinking day!!!

The language of friendship is not words but meanings.

2009-07-18T02:08:00.000-07:00

Had an early celebration for lsf at Haji Lane. I left skool halfway, all thanks to the bad gastric. I don't ever wanna meet gastric again. Never again.

Had a really good sleep that i wished i never woke up. Hahaha

Met my dearest Yingster to get lsf's present. Thanks for coming down even though it's just a short while! LOVEYOU! Make time for me soon! xoxo
Soup spoon with Maddielyn, Kraven Yang & Pingling Yang. It's my first try lor wahlao damn suaku. Thank god i did not miss such a fabulous place. I'm going back for more! ^^v

Finally i have some pictures to rant on. I miss my girls!!!

Happy advanced bday to Fen

You know i love you. You know we all loves you! I hope you had an enjoyable day ystd night! Though it wasnt your actual birthday and without a birthday cake!
Don't lose the ring, again! Ha ha i think i repeated this for million times. Only the 3 of us has it! So you better dont lose it.
This year is a hard yr for every one of us. So let's all stay strong together. ;)
Love ya love ya love ya

我真的累了

2009-07-16T09:43:00.000-07:00

Here for a short update. Sad, life is hectic lately. Caught up with all the upcoming tests and all the homework. All i can say is, everyone is moody and totally lethargic. Totally.
Did not really sleep ystd, so after getting home, i fell asleep right away. Guess i don't have to sleep again! Gotta go study for tmr's physics and ss test. Sigh!

All the best to everyone again. And seriously, i think we need a break.

Please don't go away..

2009-07-12T01:57:00.000-07:00

Mundane life, late nights, ice creams, sad people.
Life is just like a roller coaster. So many ups and downs, which catch you at most of your unexpected moments. I just hope everyone could cheer up a lil bit.
Esp Maddielyn Low & Ang Qianhui!

Ystd was spent at stupid straw lover's place. It's pretty fine except i was bored that i almost fell asleep. I say again, almost. Ha ha
Well poor Lee Weijian got disturbed by Qian and yours truly. HE HE HE
And oh, i think you need to cheer up too Mr Lee.

Let's all pull ourselves together! Here, take my hand ;)

Keep hanging on.

2009-07-09T03:04:00.000-07:00

RECRUITING MEMBERS FOR 'SHANNON'S&JEAN'S EMO CLAN'.

Sigh. I still skipped school today. I should just die! lol
Oh well, apparently i woke up at 12pm. Guess i don't have to sleep tonight! Alright, gotta go. Yet to complete my art. And damn, there's physics test tmrw. Goodluck to me and everyone!

PS: Then again, i end up all alone

I'm such a fool for you

2009-07-04T10:07:00.000-07:00

I have so much to say! And i don't know where to start. Anyway, i am still contemplating whether to use blogger or lj. Any comments? I have more blogger friends! Hmm

And right now, i am so worried for miss maddielyn low. I dont know where the hell she is, and, she's not picking up my calls, replying my messages. So me and Wenjie is like questioning each other how. EH YOU ANSWER MY CALL!!!!!!!!!
Both of us can do nothing but wait for your call lah!!! And didnt we say we're supposed to die together?! You better not die without me!

Apparently i'm not feeling good too. I don't know how to put that to words. Just mixed, seriously mixed. One day i'll be gone too

I wished people could know how i feel. Esp you

A lil bit guilty, a lil bit sad, a lil bit frustrated, a lil bit lethargic, a lil bit disappointed. To you, you and you. But whatever it is, i'll remember every lil thing. Even if it means just watching a simple movie together.

Why is everyone all so sad? I think we should all cheer up!

HEAL THE WORLD.

It was just right here..

2009-06-27T04:26:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so emo now. I want ice creammmm ;(
If anyone's reading this, i'm sorry i just need to rant. Really. I h8 myself.

You know what? Thanks so much. You succeeded in hurting me.

I need a lil more luck than a lil bit.

2009-06-24T18:34:00.000-07:00

No school for me for two days! I totally overslept. For the second time, today. I honestly did not want to, because there's Math and Physics class. How i wish i was a lil bit more cleverer.

On a side note, bless Mr wk for speedy recovery.

I h8 scars!!! ;(

2009-06-16T03:37:00.001-07:00

I need better complexion. Like SRSLY.

Life is this fragile.

2009-06-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

In memories of, Candice Goh Hui Yi.

Rest In Peace.

DO NOT MISTAKEN!!
CANDICE WILL NEVER JUMP DOWN BY HER OWN SELF!!!
Those who know Candice well will know candice would never ever do such thing..
*She so love pretty..
*so afriad of a little pain..
*tell some people tat she would nv die for her BF..
*By rite the next day after her death she is going holiday wit her family..
*She jus find a new job starting work after her holiday..
*she never leave any suicide note

This is what Candice's brother, Ken Goh, wanna tell everyone:
Before she die, witnesses(a group of young people) saw them quarreling at 85 market, and her BF even throw an unopen can of beer at her head.. then the group of young people come and help my sister.. my sister then stick to them.. during this time, my sister tried to avoid tat BASTARD.. but not long later, tat Bastard found her. then he grabbed her hand and pull.. elbow lock her hand and pull after she resisted.. then finally pull her hair again and dragged her awhile to his house .. awhile later, the group of guy worried about my sister, went to search for her, soon after when they wanna gave up searching, they heard shouting on 1 of the blk upstairs.. when they wanna go can evup, my sister jus fell off from 8th storey.. Then after she died, tat BASTARD jus stay calm and just do nothing after tat.. AND WHEN MY SISTER DIED, SHE WAS BITING HER OWN TONGUE(which mean cannot R.I.P!) TAT BASTARD AARONen lie mi about the whole thing when a group (not jus 1 person) saw everything..
so tell mi!!! will my sister do such stupid thing??

That basturd, Aaron profile--------> http://profiles.friendster.com/3212389

I am sooooo bored now. QUICKLY MEET ME LAH MR EDDIE KOH >;(
I am like feeling emotional again. It really sucks lahsxz
Tell me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, can those stupid feelings stop coming backkkk roar

Blogger or lj?

2009-06-08T12:09:00.000-07:00

Hello blogger! Omg i missed you like hellsxz
Haha it's currently 3am right now, and i am kinda bored. I wanted to go continue my book or assignments but i just don't feel like doing it. So here i am! =DDD
Well i'm still pondering whether to move back to blogger or not. I just don't know why so many people don't like lj. Esp Miss Ang/bang

Anyway, i'll do serious thinking about it. Maybe i should get my new skin done first.

I wonder if there's anyone else who remembers this space. Okay at least E does. >;)
Right Mr Eddie Koh? And stop flooding or spamming me!

Love these photos.

The reveal of my secret diary

2009-02-26T03:19:00.000-08:00

http://gimmethatcookie.livejournal.com/

Happy birthday Nicole!

2009-02-14T10:32:00.000-08:00

Hi guys! I realized i've not written for quite awhile. Well basically, i am too busy for an update.
Yeah busy with school, homework, sleep, drama.I hereby sincerely apologize to the people who have been waiting so badly for my update! Sor-li-la! You won't know how messy is my life now
I have like, so much to complain! Roar

I shall elaborate it when i have time to.

Last week was darlingpie's birthday! It was a celebration at the Intercontinental Hotel. Very lovely place to chill, and do whatever you like! :)

♥♥♥

Though we did not spend so much time together, i hope you enjoyed yourself sweetie.
You know i love ya

Out with Joey ystd. Did not get our stuffs, was supposed to collect her phone and when we decided on a singing session at Kbox, the rooms were full. Home early that day! Around eleven?
Btw, the cab driver is very entertaining haha

It's three a.m. already and i am feeling tired. Cant take it anymore, my eyes are like, half closed.

Shall update again soon! I promise. Tee hee

PS: Again, it never pays to be kind. True colours!!!

On a very side note, Happy Valentine's day to lovers out there. I sincerely give you my blessings. When is it my turn?! Hahahaaa
I sure had fun with my girls though. The world would be incomplete without them!

Update update

2009-02-04T01:59:00.000-08:00

Saturday, January 31, 2009

A movie plan changed due to the limited variety of movies. Decided to go on a shopping spree instead..
Well we bought nothing but it was a fruitful day spent with my two lovely girls.

Dined at Hk cafe.
How nice of the manager there for a 10% discount! Thank you manager Alan! Hahahaaa

How can you resist good food? This is a must if you dine there!

We had like 2-3 rounds of this? ^^v

So, while waiting for the dishes to be served, peekturex time!

Now i realized why Mad says my camera is fast. Ok i look damn retarded and i was playing fishing! Don't give me that look

It's the couple again.

Joan's place for majhong aftermath. No wait, it should be majhong for them and poker cards for us. Did not expect to stay out til 4, cabbed home.
Mad dropped her wallet in the cab! So all 1992, do take note of this! It's up to you to believe it or not because zodiac speacialist says we tend to drop/lost some stuffs this year. And Joan lost her wallet too! Which contains her ez-link, posb card and $200.
Better be safe than sorry!

Look, You Heng got a triple 7! And sadly, i'm the banker la. Damn heng right!!

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Headed town again! This time it was only Yingying, Joan, her kaikai and I.
Lsf is working, so is the rest. We wanted to get stuffs from New Urban Male but failed.
Fish & co. for lunch/dinner! Super happy, we saw 4 lambos on the road! Didn't brought cam out, wasted!! The yellow one is super chio cansxz

Met up with "cousin" later at night. I am fucking nervous can! So glad the atmosphere wasn't awkward, and better than i expected. ;)
Was supposed to catch a movie with them, but we ended up in Jalan Sultan.
We waited for quite some time! My phone was flat by the time then, so is ipod. Finally they arrived, ate and home sweet home.

Overall i had a good time. Thanks guys!
xoxo

Happy birthday Tessa!

2009-01-28T01:50:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESSA!

Hi teesa! I don't have a picture of you, so yeah.. i'll just have to use this. I look so retarded can! But we got really nice skin. Hahahaa!
I guess you must be feeling really sad now. Regarding your results and your birthday? I don't wish to rake it up but.. well well, can't keep running away from reality aye. Cheer up okay! Remember how you used to tell me that last time?
Always look on the bright side of life! Tudu, tudu tudu tudu~

ME AND KRAVEN WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YA! ;)

Luvluvluv E

2009-01-23T10:32:00.000-08:00

E, thank you so much for the supper. I feel so much better alrdy! ;)
Still feeling a lil pain, and aching on the thighs though.

Thursday, January 22, 2009
Had a wonderful night with Lsf at kbox. We sang for seven hours. Hahahaaa
I can't wait for another singing session!

Friday, January 23, 2009
Skipped school today. It was the stupid Chinese New Year celebration.

Shopping with Angela! Finally get to go shopping, after so long! Ate nothing for the whole day except for Carl's Junior's fries. That explains why i've got gastric now... damn it lah. I h8 gastric, if you don't know. Bumped into Huihui! ^^v
Got our stuffs, waited for Mad before heading to Bugis.
Met up with the guys and got their stuffs. I really don't like Bugis Street lor. It's super freaking crowded one! And to prove that i'm a good friend, i walked around Bugis Street for four rounds. Imagine how hot is it! I was perspiring like f.

Joan went off with bf, the rest of us headed back to our hometown. Chilled around awhile and back home. It's a good day out with my lovely friends.

Some photos for the day!

Alright, enough crap. The gastric is hurting me like f. Gonna go rest now
Goodbye!

PS: ずっと　忘れない

Boring life

2009-01-20T06:54:00.000-08:00

LIFE. IS. EFFING. BORED.
I can't wait for thursday, and cny.... he he

Volunteering

2009-01-17T08:56:00.000-08:00

It's volunteering work today. And tomorrow as well!
Aww i feel that my days are really wasted. My weekends are so rare, so hard to come! Blame myself, i volunteered -_-

But but but

it isn't that bad actually. Because, i got cip hours!!! Woo that means i don't have to do cip with the school. TEE HEE

Well well, it's 1am alrdy. And my freaking brother is playing the electric guitar. It's fucking noisy can! He always do that in the middle of the night. Okay i admit although i am really interested in guitars and drums but not at this hour...

Wah-lao! Gotta wake up early again tmr. There goes my weekends ;(

Drama now, bye! By the way i think something's wrong with my imeem player
I wish you knew what you mean to me

How do i hold on?

2009-01-12T06:47:00.000-08:00

Blurred directions, unpredictable situations, smudged aims.

I don't like remedials. Makes me so tired
And wah-lao! I don't like geog.
O levels.... FUCK IT CAN LIKE SERIOUSLY

So let me go, just let me fly away

PS: Happy birthday Ivan!! I hope the oreos made your day! (;
PS2: I miss all my girls!!! Esp Nywl & bang!

Sickly me

2009-01-05T07:24:00.000-08:00

I wonder how's sch today! I should be the only pk(paikia) one who's absent for school.
There's headstart test today and tomorrow. Should i say it a good thing or a bad thing?

I got 2days of mc!!!! evil smiles*

Saturday night was horrible! The wind was super strong and we just went swimming.
Just my luck! I cuddled in my blanky yet it's still cold. Fortunately after a short while, i fell asleep. But... i woke up 4 hours later. Wth right! So i decided to get the thermometer

38.9°!!

Then i returned to my bed. Sad to say, i woke up 3 hours later. AGAIN.

Although fever only subsided a lil, thank god it was not as nasty as saturday night.
Went to the doc's, and they fucking made me wait 45min! -_-
Clinic should have two doctors what! What if i got asthma attack, by the time it's my turn you can see me inside the coffin alrdy.

Guess how much was it? Including my sis's.

$100! $100 okay! This is so ridiculous lahhhhhh. Where got such thing one. I think they really cheat our money. Besides, i only got 3 types of medicine!

And the medicines i was given, all tablets. I really dread eating tablets when i was young. Because i don't know how to swallow it, thus resulting my mouth full of the tablet taste. Suck so much lor! I even cut the tablet into half if i think it's too big. Stop laughing! That was my childhood period leisxz
It's better now, but i still don't really like tablets.

Among these 3, one was this tablet for sore throat or infection or something. Aiya basically, it's for the throat, and it dissolves in water. At first i was quite happy about, because i thought i only have to eat two tablets now.

So wrong. The water looks like sprite, and it tastes like some orange thingy.
Super sucky i tell you!
The smell of it makes me wanna vomit. Rahhh

Now im thinking how am i gonna make it to the classroom, which is on the fifth level. I'll prolly die after two or three storeys lol

All the best to everyone waiting for results on the 7th. (Don't worry lah, if you guys can't get in, still got April ma! Still got me also! Diploma cert should be enough to feed all of you lah. LOL)
Also to Mad, Kraven Tessa for their O level results! Cheerios!
I'll go 'chou re nao' when i finish class! Hahaha

First day of school.

2009-01-02T10:34:00.000-08:00

First day of school:
i admit i was a lil bored, and 心不在焉

But i was really touched that everyone talked to me, trying to make me feel not so lonely.
Appreciate it alot. (:

Esp Teckyeow, Ivan, Javier, George and Yiren... you guys make my day.
Thank you so much!
Not forgetting Angela, so glad i've got all of you.

This song is really sad! Pay attention to the lyrics*
Love it so much, gonna sing it when i go singing with lsf! He he

PS: Why do i feel that i'm drifting further and further away from you?

Happy or sad 2009?

2008-12-31T11:38:00.000-08:00

Hi all! Well i've been spending my life staying out late everyday.
Can't blame! School is like starting on FRIDAY.... and i can't bear to seperate from my girls! Esp my lsf!
Besides, you cant be asking me to stay home all day and waste my precious life away. Right?

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I love this girl, esp her photo here. Look super fair. Really sad to say, she's attached.
Ha ha, guys! Don't even think about it...

Lil suey, i don't have any photo of her alone. So, yeah anyway, happy birthday sweetie.

Done with the wishes, now the complaining.
I am so not used to my ugly hair colour now. It's like, super black and i don't like it.
(Imagine black curled hair.. ohmygod! So sucky lah.)
Esp when you're the only one, and you see all your friends dye-ing their hair...
And great, school is the day after tomorrow. I don't wanna face the facts lahhhhhhhh. ):

Anyways, hopefully 2009 is gonna be better year.

心，跳

2008-12-27T03:54:00.001-08:00

It's a stay at home today. I was dying to go out when i woke up, but decided not to after youtube-ing. And basically, lsf and i have been dying for a singing session.

But,

i was down with sore throat the other time.

And now,

i'm down with flu.

SUCHA TURN OFF! Things are not going the way we want them to. Rahhhhh
Well anyway, have you heard of this hunk's who got his new album just out? grins*

It's okay if you havent. Because, after reading this post here, you will know!

It's Lee Hom!!!! Oh my gawd, nobody should miss this. He is so hotttttttt :-)

Please kill yourself if you think he's not.

I don't have much time left...

2008-12-26T11:18:00.000-08:00

Somebody pull the trigger at me. I'm barely hanging on...

I'm always afraid of getting close to anyone because everyone who said "i'll be there" left.
When i fall, you pick me up. When i need someone, you're there.
Tell me, where do i find someone else like you?

How lucky can i be. Yet i'm still not contented with my fucking life.

Perhaps you'll never know how much i hold you inside my heart. Perhaps you'll never know how much you really mean to me.

I'm just feeling a lil emotional right now, i apologize for this gloomy entry here.
I can't help it. I just feel like typing everything out.
*PS: yeah i'm always emotional, don't like it? Too bad

Thanks to Lsf, Joey and Ahbee though. I should be fine in no time.
Life is meaningless without you guys...

Merry christmas!

2008-12-25T00:15:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD! (;

Ahhhh, my day has became my night and my night is my day again.
I must change this habit! Sch is starting in no time, and good complexion. He he

Monday, December 22, 2008

It was a girlfriend gathering at town that evening.
And ANG QIAN HUI did not turn up.
(See your big name here? The consequences for not turning up! Ha ha)

Finally we girls get to meet up. It's been so long since so many of us last came out together.
You know, we're all on different tracks already.... it'll be super difficult to meet up next year.
But anyway, i love you girls much more than you know. No matter what unhappiness/quarrels happened between us, let's all work hard towards the future. I believe we'll still meet up and have a lovely day together. ^^

Out with girlfriends is definitely a camwhore. But but but! I am the one who gets tortured. So many photos to be sent to everyone one by one. Nevermind, i'll just sacrifice a bit.
See, i'm so wei da!

Look at the fun we had! Love you girls<3

Who took this? lol
Acting like a tourist, never seen the lightings in town before. HAHAHA

She's my sweetiepie
See, nicole loves me so much. HE HE

As you can see, she likes taking photos with everyone. Ha ha

Come on, admit it. Everyone loves me

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Had a very different christmas countdown from the previous one. It's....

STEAMBOAT!!!

At my place. Angela came awhile and left with Lsf. We completed Hotel626! :D
Then came Qh's friends. Chatted for a short while, left and came Teckyeow, Javier and George.
Overall, we had fun.

Last but not least, thanks dearest Nywl for the card, Teckyeow and Javier for the chocolates.

You guys should not have gone to the expense.

Eat you up - BoA

2008-12-19T23:45:00.000-08:00

She's so pretty

and the whole thing is so cool.

Sigh?

2008-12-18T10:11:00.000-08:00

Today seemed like departing day, the last time we're gonna see each other. Sigh );
I've always hoped that i can get promoted, get my O level cert and then into tp, my dream sch.
The moment i saw my results, i was speechless. My mind went blank and i totally couldn't believe my eyes.

"I got 9 points, i got 9 points!
I can get promoted already! But wait, i'm the only one who can get promoted..."

I really don't wanna get seperated from any one of you.

As we go on, we remember all the times we had together
as our lives change, come whatever
we will still be, friends forever...

WO HUI LAI LE.

2008-12-17T11:31:00.000-08:00

WO HUI LAI LE.

Hello world, hello everyone out there! It feels so good to be back.
Especially sitting right here, ranting and listening to old songs. TEE HEE (:

Guys, i was really happy to see so many of you there! Thanks for coming all the way down to the airport late night. Really touched! XOXO<3<3<3

PURLIFIED SISTARHSXZ☺
I'VE SEEN YOUR LATEST POST, AND I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME. HE HE, YOU DEFINITELY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU TOO!!!
And that bridge.. definitely. Of course i remember! Sure bring back 'GOOD' memories aye...ha ha.

Wahlao i got so much to catch up lor! Too many happenings!
I should stop complaining actually. I'm alrdy back in sg.
ANG XUE LING, COME BACK SOON!

By the way, i randomly found these while researching for some stuff.
My stomach's growling already!!!

PACMAN

Look at how cute they are! For no reason my throat feels so sore. It's ladies night tomorrow, throat, please be good.

Ahhhh it's four already!
Stop thinking about the results later on for now. Shall go continue my Miss no good
update pictures soon.

2008-12-10T23:11:00.000-08:00

Dear diary,

life has been effing bored. I've got so much to say!

Well, 5 more days. Just bear with 5 more days and heh heh. *winks

By the way, christmas is around the corner! Any idea people?

Pray my dyon sweeetiepie and vivian will be back, they are so lovely and adorable.

Twenty.

2008-11-26T22:12:00.000-08:00

Blink of an eye, i've wasted one week here. Woohoo, everybody countdown for me! It's twenty more days and i am back. Heh

Time seriously flies man.

(I hope i only have two days left though.)

Well well, so i've been pretty obsessed with my cousin. Haven't seen them for 9847326521 years and they became so.... shuai. Yeah, ha ha

But other than that, i've only been wasting my days drama-ing. I'm only left with two more dramas lor! How am i gonna survive this twenty days....

Ahh anyway, bottom line is, i want time to pass faster.

I miss everyone like fk. And everyone enjoyed themselves at MadeleineL's chalet, without me!!! >:(

Even now, i am online and nobody's online! Rah

Okay enough complaining, i gtg alrdy. I shall come back and update soon alright! In the meantime, keep my tagboard noisy please. Til then.

PS: Congrats to me, no fags for one week.

Day 1

2008-11-20T00:21:00.000-08:00

Day 1

Hello everyone! Can't believe i'm here? I can't believe i'm here too. HAHAHA
Aww, i really miss everyone. I miss the food in sg also!!! Thank Ang Xue Ling for bringing me over, so that i can come online and update! XOXOXO<3

While in the cab to the airport. I seriously hope i could stop time then.

In the plane...

Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars. (:

I seriously need a break.

Somewhere only i know.

2008-11-18T13:22:00.000-08:00

I'm leaving in a few hours time! -- To never land! Haha!
Don't why i just can't sleep. Well, guess i'll have to do that on the plane.

Guys, wait for me to be back okkkk! I'm gonna miss you girls like hell. In the meantime, do take good care of yourself as well. I will be back soon, time flies isn't it? :)

我，开始懂了

Time for a break,

2008-11-18T02:17:00.000-08:00

Hello world!I am back to update! (:

Did you guys miss me? Ha ha, wahlao i'm like leaving tmr lahhh. Sad man! But come to think of it, at least i can take a break and get far far away from this world.
Despite getting no sleep for more than 24hours, got up and meet my girls at town.
Actually, we should say that we're only there for dinner and look at extensions. Ha ha

I fking love this girl here.

Okay, i love both of them. (:

Then it's down to Haji Lane to meet MadeleineL and Priscilla.

Er-hum. Not suitable for ages 18 and below.

Nicole sibei relax sio.

Taoyan! Angela keep on snapping me. LOL

I don't know what's she's trying to do with that... lol

I did not expect to see such nice graffiti in sg lor!

Cabbed down to Pasir Ris to meet Kraven and Ak aftermath.

MadeleineL and NicoleY got really high, for no reason. Hahaha, great entertainers!<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6CrodPRNT_s/SSKjBHlf_0I/AAAAAAAAB3g/Lmi5sh1Q2M4/s1600-h/P1010101.JPG">

Cabbed home in the morning. I really enjoyed myself! Thanks guys for meeting up for last session of htht. HAHA! I'm gonna miss everyone like hell after tomorrow!

Esp NYWL, AQH, LSF, KNSF, ALJY, MLCH and the rest...

Dreaming of you.

2008-11-15T14:13:00.000-08:00

Three more days to another world.
(Okay, sounds a lil exaggerating.)

I really love this song here. And, didn't realized she had already passed away. It's been quite some time yet i just learned about it.
Selena wanted to fire this woman who manages her boutique and the founder of her fan club for embezzling from the fan club. They had an argument, and this woman here shot her in the back. Like what the hell? So lame lor.

Dreaming of you - Selena

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Corazón
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Cómo te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, cómo te extraño

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said "I love you"
I love you too!

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

Dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Endlessly
And I'll be holding you tight
Dreaming with you tonight!

PS: I really miss everyone. Especially my girls! ♥

Five days?

2008-11-13T13:20:00.000-08:00

It's been a busy week! And haven't been online for some time. Is everyone fine? :)
It's friday already! I've only got few days left. I'm missing every one of you already! Aww.. i really regretted my decision.

Some overdued pictures:

Be right back soon, to update! Don't go away! (x

2008-11-11T15:04:00.000-08:00

So lost without you....

It's 7:20 am now. I can't sleep, the image of your backview keeps replaying in my mind.
I never imagined this would happen to me. And damn, it hurts really bad.

Another week, and i'll only be back after a month.
I can't help not thinking about it lahhhhh. Have i made a wrong decision? That is why i say i h8 making decisions. ):

Ahh forget about it, i am here to share with everyone this online game. If you've not heard of this game, fret not, i am here to brief you on it.

Hotel 626

To play this game, you are only allowed to get in between 6pm and 6am. But, if you want to get in to this hotel at any time you like, you'll be able to simply by changing the time on your computer. If you want thrills, do it at the above time stated. Heh heh heh

Oh, do it with your lights off and volume higher makes it even better.

And if you're brave enough, play this game alone.
Yours truly was dared by my bro and i must say, it was very interesting. This was a worthwhile experience never to be missed. But sad to say, i stopped at the 2nd stage. Wahlao scary can!
Someone play it with me come on! I wanna see the rest! Ha ha ha

You know what's scary? In the movies, you're a spectator. But in this hotel, you're the player. Get it?

PS: You also need to have a mic and a webcam in order to play this game.

Some tips on the game:
1.If your screen blackouts, just use your mouse to click on anything/anywhere and further notices will appear.
2.Control using the mouse. Be it left, right, up or down.
3. If you see something outstanding, just click on it and find out what happens.
4."You'll need all the help you can get."

What are you waiting for? Ask your friends to join as well! Have a interesting night together! (:
Do share with me if you've tried this whole thing. I can't wait, seriously. Ha ha ha
Not suitable for the faint at heart.

"Only by facing the darkest fear you will see the light."
Enjoy the ride!

2 more weeks.

2008-11-05T13:22:00.000-08:00

Hey all! I am back to update! Did anyone out there miss me? Ha ha ha
I am enjoying myself every precious minute, can't afford to miss any day. I am left with only two weeks man.

Met up with my childhood friend again. Had so much fun cam-whoring together! (:

Nothing in this world can stop us tonight...

Why is sg so tiny!!! We got so many limited places to hang out lor.

Went down to Marina and chilled at Esplanade. It's really nice to chill over there.

My poor Angela met up with an accident. Girl, please take good care of yourself okkk.
A lil note to guys who are driving or riding, do be careful when you drive/ride. (:

Okay, that's all for now. Stay tuned lovelies! <3

2008-11-03T20:59:00.001-08:00

I've got 15 day left.
(Yeah, i'm dying man.)

Daily horoscope says: Your loving feelings are wide awake. Good time for love affairs: you will be in great form, and look beautiful. Good time to settle all your present problems.

Your feelings will be controlled, no passion. You will know how to catch in flight every possible opportunity. You will want to listen to music, you will appreciate beautiful things, paintings, everything that is harmonious, elegant, aesthetic even more than before.

Good position if you are in an examination period, or in a competition. You will want to go out, to travel, to see friends. This is a good time for all intellectual work.

You will feel on top form, in good humor without really knowing why. You will feel on top form, take the initiative. You will certainly have an amorous adventure, you will travel to see your heart's choice, you will be in a good mood.

You will be attracted by an unusual person, whose charm will bewitch you. Although you will lack reason and logic, on the contrary your psychic faculties (such as inspiration and clairvoyance) are likely to be highly tuned.

You will be in fine form to complete all your professional tasks. All difficulties, hurdles will disappear thanks to unexpected help. You will feel good.

You will finally realize your plans, after long and painstaking work, thanks to your patience, to your experience, which you have always known how to use, to your common sense and also because you have never lost sight of your objective. Association between independence and imagination: your imagination could bring out a creative streak: you will search for novelty, originality and innovation in your activities.

You will be a little eccentric. This transit will make you hard and egotistical. You will have more energy than you know how to channel.

You will not be in good form, and will be easily discouraged.

Wow, that's cool. Can you tell i am officially 2 years and 9 months single? He he, claps for myself.

Interested in getting your horoscope as well? Click here. (:

I hope i can help.

2008-11-01T04:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AH BEE! (:

It's your birthday, come on! Don't be so down!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETIEPIE GF, DEBORAH CHAN! (:
I hope all your wishes will come true hun! You know how much i love you.

I hope there's something i could do to help everyone...
PS: I want Trick or Treat!!!

Listen, it's worth your time!

2008-10-30T23:39:00.000-07:00

Introducing new songs to everyone out there! Especially people who love music, like me! He he (:

卓文萱 - 愛的城堡
专辑:超级喜欢

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卓文萱 - 一句話

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杨丞琳 - 带我走
专辑:半熟宣言

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
专辑:魔杰座

Life is fragile, i must stay happy!

2008-10-29T00:47:00.000-07:00

Me and Lsf's singging session is ruined. Well, at least i finally have a chance to sit down and relax. Here i am to update! (:

Monday, October 27, 2008

Public holiday, decided to change plans. It was raining, good thing i didn't get wet. He he, all thanks to my umbrella. This teaches you to bring your umbrella out! Went to get some stuffs at Bugis before heading Suntec and Marina. I got my Zara top, after 123456789 years! TEE HEE ^^v

I'll only post up some pictures, as there are too many!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Town with Joanie! From Heeren to Far East, Far East to Wisma, and back to Heeren.
Really tired after few hours of non-stop walking. But glad we had fun shopping!

给我最好最好的朋友：
还没走，就已经感受到你当时的心情。那时的你，一定有一千个一万个不愿意与不舍吧？对不起，我不应该怪你丢下我而离去。我该站在你的立场想想你的心情。你一定很难受的。对不起，真的很对不起！我根本没有你说的那么好。也没有资格做你的朋友。谢谢你为我做的一切，我会记得每一个细节。这些回忆我会牢记在我心里。我会一直幸福下去的，你也一样。希望哪一天再遇见你，你会面带这笑容。

我们大家都要快快乐乐的过每一天，珍惜所拥有的一切。

The World.

2008-10-25T13:02:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥

Gosh! Are our hearts moving closer to each other? Can you feel my heart race?
Hello world, it's 4:45 am, and i'm here to show you the world! HAHA (:

London! How do i describe this? Alluring, Dazzling or Bewitching!

Yes, that's Sydney's Opera House.

Great Barrier Reef!!! Isn't that breath-taking!

And Korea.. the Namdaemun Gate.

Cheonjeyeon Waterfall.

France. F for fascinating.

Japan! One out of so many countries i would wanna visit first. (:
Cherry Blossoms, Sakura.

Kishiwada Castle.
Himeji Castle.

Ireland. Gorgeous.

Norway, this is too beautiful!

New Zealand. Look at the lights!

Whangarei Falls.

NEW YORK (:

And Argentina...

Taiwan! Hope i'd bump into some stars if i happen to travel there. Hahaha!

101 tower. Sooo nice right!

And the ferris wheel. It's called Mirama Wheel, located at Taipei.

HongKong! Another place i wanna go badly. Anyone?

It's not over man! There are way too many countries!
Australia, Brazil, Britain, Canada, England, Germany, Italy, Portugal, Scotland, Switzerland, Spain, States, and many many more! Ahh anyone volunteer to donate air tickets to me? HAHAHA!
Anyway after seeing all the pictures, won't you wanna travel together with me to these places?
Everybody start saving moolahs okkkkk! We shall start our journey soon. Tee hee! Nothing is gonna stop us man. (:

From where i came...

2008-10-24T00:21:00.000-07:00

Condolences to Lsf, and million thanks to E for the chocolates. :)
Isn't that sweet of him! Extra love for you darling. MUACKS I LURBE YEU WORSXZ

(Xiaxue's gna like my bedsheet. It's pink, looks like table cloth, i really don't like it.)

PS: I don't need unnecessary people to step into my life. SERIOUSLY.

Please keep your mouth shut. This is my privacy, i don't need you to go around spreading it.

Like a ferris wheel.

2008-10-22T20:31:00.000-07:00

Can't keep my hands out the cookie jar.

You know, i am happy when you talk to me, but the feeling is no longer there.
I mean, i always go online hoping you're online. And hoping you'll talk to me. Like, why the hell am i behaving this way?
Our hearts seems to move closer to each other. I can feel it. I really can!!
When my msn nick was an unhappy one, you came over and talked to me. And yesterday, you're willing to share with me what happened! (:

You always make my day.......
so glad i met you.

给我一首歌的时间 - 周杰伦

2008-10-20T03:45:00.000-07:00

给我一首歌的时间 - 周杰伦

Guys give me some advice pls.
Should i, go to thailand, or not? It's like, superrrrr bored there.
I don't know why my mother wants me to go so badly, but she offered to give me $300 leh!
(Actually, $300 is not a lot, but it's not very little also. HAHAHA)
Damn, this really got me into a difficult position. How how how! :/

JUST FOR LAUGHS

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I was so lonely on my own
Then you came in my life
Asking to be my wife
I didn't answer when you propo-oo-wosed
Instead I started to cry
And now you're asking me why
Well since you asked me to share
I think that it's only fair
That I tell you how I'm feeling right now

When you're here
The blood vessels in my head start to pound
When you're here
It's hard for me to keep my dinner down
When you're here
The clothes you choose to wear
That are too tight for your huge behind
Make me wish I were blind

Can't stand you

I've never been this nauseous before
I keep a baggie in case
I happen to see your face
And the stench you left is stuck in my flo-oo-wore
In case you didn't know
Perfume won't cover B.O.
When you walk away
The whole house begins to shake
Can you see how much you disgust me now-ow-how-oo wow-ow

When you're here
I fantasize I'm in another place
When you're here
Like hurtling towards the sun in outer space
When you're here the thought of spending life
Forever with you as my bride
Bring thoughts of suicide

Can't Stand You

Not sure I can recover
Seeing you uncovered
Made me disturbed, yeah-ah-ah-ah
I would rather hook up with an angry shark
Walk through Compton with a white hood in the dark
Before I'd marry you I'd go hunting with Dick Cheney, yeah

When you're here
Faces I would rather date appear
When you're here
Like Janet Reno, Rosie, or Britney Spears
When you're here
The thought of seeing you
Come downstairs in your lingerie
Make me want to turn gay

Can't stand you

Walao, this can really make your day man! Damn funny lah. When you're down, why don't you come over for this. It's gonna make you laugh! Okay, maybe that's a lil hard. At least, you'll smile what. Hope you like it!

Dear friends. (:

2008-10-19T10:48:00.000-07:00

Wahhh die man, i think i'm gonna gain like 2kg? Have been eating during late night which is so not healthy. I just had my 'dinner' few mins ago. Wahlao die lah

Anyways, i was bored few days ago. Found some old photos... he he he*
(Don't blame if your photos are up here okay. It's just some memories.. HAHA.)

That's me and my bro! I always loved cakes when i'm young. Tee hee
And the one below, face cramp? Hahaha, i still have problems smiling with one eye closed lor.

Lol, this was few years ago man! During the "jiemeisxz" period. Hell, i really regretted being one of them. Okay, i was just kidding. HAHA

Okae, i had a hard time cutting those letters out and pasting on this book lor.
It turned out so ugly yet i still thought it was nice in the past. *smack heads
As for who he is, he was my besttttttfrienddddd lahhhh. He is not my ex lover, really. (Is that convincing enough?)

This drawing seems like they had the wrong names, but wait, let me explain.
That 'MR HAPPY' should not have a ribbon on top of it's head, i added that on. Hahaha, now it looks like MR HAPPY is a girl, and MRS HAPPY is the guy.
It was a sweet relationship then. A relationship worth taking up a space in my memory. (:

This is my beloved mistress, whom i nearly bash her for adding so many cherry and droplets in the neos. Usually, people only add one. Or maybe serveral. She bloody hell added so many that it took up all the space in the picture.

Too much make up on in the past, but still very beautiful. Look at her now!

But one thing about her...

FOREVER SO 'CHOR LOR'!!!!

Still, i love you the way you are ok. You're my Ang Qian Hui leh! Cheerup sweet. true friends are those whom you know they'll be there when you've got to pour your heart, tell your secrets to.
Someone who lets you be yourself, there when you need help.
You know i'm always here dear. (:

LIMSHUFEN(:

Everyone loves going out with her! She'll always be the joke of the day.
Oh, but sad to say, she's attached. So guys, you can forget about the idea. Hahaha!
She is pretty dumb also. Not forgetting the days where we used to laugh at jokes only both of us understands.

This is Nicole Yeo Wei Lin, the very hyper, and noisy one.
Very temperalmental as well. She can change her moods very quickly. Don't mess with her. Hehe

And this is chilli padi, little suey. (:
She is one you don't wanna mess with either. Hahaha

By the way, don't you feel that sepia mode made these neos look so old! I like(:

The one and only most no. of people neoprint.
Kraven, Joey, Lsf, Angela, Hweeting, Weiying is love. (:

One of my favourite! Everything look so perfect in here, am i right? Tee hee

S.H.E

If you've heard of their song 老婆, it talks about the bond/relationship they share. It's really nice! Go listen to it!
Let me show you the lyrics..

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边
爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱我很放心
当初见面的不安彼此探索
也许有点茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人
比你们更懂我
朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容
老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

Isn't is sweet!!! Don't you think their relationship makes people envy them!!
Okay, this is pretty random. But it's linked to friends whattt. Gonna stop here now, it's 6:00 AM! I was supposed to end earlier but blogger cut away the bottom part of this post, therefore i had to retype everything. Finally, i am ending this post. Teehee *smiles
Was web-caming with Joey earlier on, i didn't know using the mic was so fun. You dont have to type! Ha ha

Ahh tuesday onwards will be hectic for me. Ten days of working! Don't like to work luh.
(Silly, who loves working?!)
But for the sake of more shopping, we have to work. Sigh!
Anyway sweets, please ring me up for some chatting sessions or smth. It's been long since all of us met up together alrdy!
I'll be waiting for your calls man. lovelove!(:

The new me.

2008-10-15T22:19:00.000-07:00

I've got a new haircut! My hair is short right now. Therefore, to make my hair long, what to do? Extensions? No way in my life am i gonna have that. Then what?

A WIG!!! Heehee

Coolios? I've got long hair now!!! (:
Did this quiz.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I think it's pretty true, except for the straight-foward one. I don't think i am. Hahaha
Caught THE HOUSE BUNNY few days ago at malaysia..

Rate it 4/5 stars! If you disagree, why don't you leave a message? (:

2008-10-12T03:13:00.000-07:00

Hello world, i am back to update while waiting for LSF to come. (:
As you can tell, im really bored now.

Some overdued pictures.

I really enjoyed myself the other day. Thanks guys! (:
And now, let me present you with my new products! Heh heh

SO COOL RIGHT?! Last but not least, it's me!!! :D

I know i've got good photoshop skills! Hahaha! Hidden talent? Well well, want your photos to look like these? Send in your pictures to me now! It'll be ready right in a min! Don't worry, it's FOC, just remember to credit me. Hehe

命中注定我爱你, fated to love you

2008-10-07T02:06:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, i am here to talk to you about this wonderful taiwanese drama. Remember my previous post? Yes! That's the drama that got me so addicted to! Even if it's breaking dawn i still cant get enough of it!

Oh but before i fill you in a short synopsis of the story, i have a short message to someone.

Dear E, don't worry, my hand is fine. Very first time i experience doing things with one hand. And being scalded with hot, i really mean HOT boiling water. But the few hours of torture made me realise the pain in handicapped people. Also, how important our handfs are. Therefore, maybe it's not a bad thing afterall. I'll be fine after tomorrow! Stop blaming yourself! :)

Okay, back to subject.

Tadaa! I know this drama is out long ago. Still, let me fill you in the story..
Main leads: 陈乔恩, 阮经天, 白歆惠 & 陈楚河
It started with this「便利贴女孩」。She was an odinary girl, who wishes that she could be somebody, that someone would remember her birthday, odinary wishes.
Til one day, she got hooked up with this guy unknowingly. (She had severe headache, and the guy too, whose drink was spiked.) But little did they know, everything was fated...

The rest is up to you to find out! I assure you, it's super touching! Made me tear like hell.
Do not regret if you decide to give it a miss! :)

Perspective of life?

2008-10-04T14:20:00.000-07:00

Hello world! Yours truly is here to share my feelings with ya! Yes ok, i know you would not be interested but anyway, i just had this random thoughts and emotions right now.

First of all, don't you all think the world is amazing?! Take a grasshopper for example, do you know that they have ears, on their legs! It's so cool right. And i really feel that everyone should treasure the people around them now. Don't you think it's fate that we are what we are now? For instant, if it isnt fate, i would not be here typing out my emotions. Yeah, everything is so amazing..

Bizarre?

Anyhow, i also think this sentence from 'One more moment' by Ronin is so true. It goes like this, "Don't take too long to say i love you to the ones you love, cause time has a habit of slipping away.." You know, we don't know what is gonna happen to us the next day. Or even the next moment. And life's like this. People tend to take things for granted, and will only learn how to cherish after losing something. They often complain, and are never contented with what they have.

Think out of the box.

There are millions of people somewhere out there who are less fortunate, so why are we still complaining?
If you feel that you're one unlucky soul, that nobody cares about you and your feelings, remember, tomorrow will definitely be a better day! What matters most is, staying happy. (:

Oh my tian! It's 6.10 am already. Time to get back for my drama. Good night, or rather, good morning everybody! Hahaha

2008-10-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

Guess what guess what?!

N levels are officially over! Yes yes yes, i am so excited for holidays! (:
Holidays = Malaysia, singing sessions, and delicacies!!! Tee hee

Anyway, Wednesday was Weiying's birthday. We had celebration at Vivo City. Long since i've been there! It's gonna be a long post. Too many of Nicole's photo. My camera is filled with all of your photos now, NYWL! Hahaha

Oh, and i guess i did not change the colour that's why all of them are in sepia.

Once again, happy birthday to you brown. (:

Aha! shoot me, i shoot you!

That's all for now! I am going for a new makeover! Hehe, til then..

Just another day.

2008-09-29T20:54:00.000-07:00

I'm dead beat. I need a good sleep.

I know it sounds contradicting because i'm saying that i'm tired yet i'm here.
Tell me, how do you resist dramas!!!
Shall fill you guys in the tortures i've gone through while waiting for Miss No Good to load.

(PS: Miss No Good is a hilarious drama featuring Rainie Yang! You might, and you might not like it. But still, no harm watching! I find it nice. (:)

Well firstly, i didn't catch a wink of sleep since yesterday.
Secondly, art sucked. I did not manage to complete it, as expected. And the feeling sucked. A1 is drifting very far away from me now *pouts

Anyway, the main point is last papers on friday!! Which means, i can enjoy my hols after 123456789 years of hardcore studying. AHAHAHA
At the same time, i have 2days break to rest at home. Happy lor!

No wait, should i be happy or sad?

稻香

2008-09-27T00:48:00.000-07:00

稻香 - 周杰伦
词：周杰伦曲：周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麽人要这麽的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这麽容易就想放弃就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好
所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好
搜狗音乐出品

Happy birthday to me

2008-09-24T20:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE.
And also to all September friends. :)

Yesterday started out bad, many small quarrels going here and there. But everything went smoothly aftermath.

Special thanks to those who turn up!
Kraven Nyio, Lim Shu fen, Tan Wei Ying, Angela Low, Tan Yingying, PingLing, Joan Lee, Damian Tan and Tessa Tan! ♥♥♥

I really love the presents. Thank you much!

Was feeling quite down due to the small quarrels, and while i was preparing to head out, my phone rang. It was an unknown number.
The moment i answered the call, my house door open, i got the shock out of my life.
It's E, and LW!!! So nice of them, to appear at my door with a cake and a card on their hand. :)))
Thanks everyone for the surprises, i really enjoyed myself. Shall let the pictures do all the talking!

Love the cakes.

She's two months pregnant! WHO IS THE FATHER?! lol

Tessa, the hair model. Hahaha

And thanks to those for the wishes,
Alvin, Qianhui, Nicole, Weiying, Tessa, Joan, Andela, Yingying, Ak, Maddhs, Joey, Wuming, Damian, Shufen, Hweeting, Edison, LiWen, Ahgurl, Carrian, Joanna, Liling, Kiawei, Nicholas and Hanping! (Although you just wished me a second ago, still thank you for it! Tee hee, love!)

Kraven:
Hey love, thanks for going all the way down to Sim Lim just to get my present. :) And i know how you feel, because everyone keep asking you many questions. You know how i feel now? I'm always the organizer. Well anyway, everything's over. And i enjoyed myself, very much. Thanks for everything, i love you!!!

Sheepie:
I really don't know what to do without you. You'll always be in my heart!!! Thanks for hearing me out everytime, extra loves for you again! :)

Last but not least, Tok Wen Jie, thanks for wishing me not on the dot. Hahaha

Anyways, thanks everyone for the wishes and surprises, i really sppreciate everything! Many many loves for all of you! XOXOXO(((:

PS: Happy Belated Birthday to Xinhao & Weeseng.

2008-09-20T08:44:00.000-07:00

我回来了!!! :)

So, what is up recently?

Pictures, pictures and more pictures!
Oh, i forgot to add in that i've got a camera last week. Tee hee
I've been busy taking photos! Hahaha!

My new love. :)
And i really like the one below.

I think i can really consider being a photographer in the future. Hahaha!
That's all for now, xoxoxo.

PS: One more week to next paper!!!

2008-09-13T00:15:00.000-07:00

"Each sunset depicts the end of all bad things, a signal that it is a new beginning."

When i was on my way home, on the same old route, i was brought back to where we started things. And at the same time, i realized that i lost $20.
To me, what i lost wasnt just that $20, but you, something so much more.

Tears drowned my heart.

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing, especially when I have to watch other people kissing.

As usual, a sunny afternoon, i went to the shopping mall on my own. To have a look around. I sat on the bench, one hand on the phone. You and your friends, behind me, making fun of what i said. Felt disgusted, i walked away. You followed me, came foward and got my number.

Fate. We got together.

All my flaws, you see it as a good thing. To you, i was just nearly perfect.
The first time you introduced me to your friends, you could tell that i was nervous, so you held my hand. I knew, there's no one that could replace you.

I was an unlucky person, had many many problems.
One fine day, i broke down.
You hugged me in your arms, hoping there's something you could do to ease the pain in my heart, telling me no matter what happens, you'll be there. Everytime i'm down, we'll climb up to the carpark, sit down and stuff ice cream in our mouths. You'll always say to me, "Let's see who finish this first!"

Where can i find someone else like you?

Grocery shopping! We took a cart and bought anything we wanted. Who guess that when all the things we took were added up, $200!! We had so much fun together...

Asthma, nightmares, sad, unhappiness, every small detail of me, you remember it clearly. Now it's vice versa. Every detail of us, keeps replaying in my mind. I got jolted back to reality. It's been more than 10 months since you left. Dreams, of when we've just started things, dreams of me and you. I wonder, if you have the same dreams too?

I still believe, one day we'll meet again. Just like the olden days, we'll walk together hand in hand, going through every ups and downs. Every sacrifce, every single thing you did for me, let me be the one to do it for you now.

I will be - Avril Lavigne

2008-09-09T02:32:00.000-07:00

I will be - Avril Lavigne

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

******************

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

******************

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

2008-09-06T00:43:00.000-07:00

3 papers over, the feeling is like...

Weee, i feel like flying. lol
You know, a sense of relief. The important ones are gone. Stress subsided, happy happy! (: (:

But damn the English paper 2 was really difficult. Dear fate, please help me! *Prays
Have been mugging so hard, decided to take one day off. Ha ha ha
Trip to Malaysia with Kraven Nyio Shu Feng & Pling was great! The Love Guru is enough to make you smile for the whole day! Serious! You'll be laughing throughout the whole movie.
If you haven't catch it, please do. It's definitely worth the watch! I assure you.. (:

Trip was faster than i expected, and food is super cheap. I'm missing the New York Cheesecake from Secret Recipe already!

Yesterday was a fruitful day. More trips soon, anyone interested? Ha ha
Ring me up at 00000000 if you're interested alright. Tee hee ^^v

Sick.

2008-08-29T04:43:00.000-07:00

I really dread this...

I really h8 being sick, and the fact that i have to eat those pills for me to recover.
I hate it whenever i cough, it hurts for a period of time.
I hate the fact that i'm not in a good state to head out.

It definitely feels good to be back but oh god, i really hope time can stop now. It's four more pathetic days to our first paper, and i'm sick like nobody's business.
Argh, sucks. I hate this feeling.

2008-08-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

i feel really fucked up. I hate my life. Hate it so much.

So many times i wish i could just teleport to another world and hide away. Far far away from this world filled with sadness and wll unhappy stuff. Fucking sick of worrying about my exams and family. and...equivalent thing. Fuck man.

Worrying about N levels, worrying whether i can make it to O's and what i'm gonna do in the next few years of my life. It just, sucked so much to think about my future.
I know, it's good to have some plans. But.. i just have no idea on what to do.

Sometimes, i feel really discouraged for the unlucky and unpleasant things that has been happening to me and yet sometimes, i feel that i should feel lucky for the friends around me being there every now and then.

Humans are fucked up. Yet it is settling the fuck ups that helps us grow.
How bizarre.

On a side note, i miss you.

Be right back.

2008-08-21T01:48:00.000-07:00

BE RIGHT BACK.

2nd Sept to 3rd Oct.

蔡旻佑蔡旻佑! ^^v

2008-08-08T18:42:00.000-07:00

2人完整MV

呼吸很轻寂寞很深世界只剩

渐渐变弱的雨声2人沉没著
你不肯说我不肯问你的眼睛

突出了透明的话突然

我发现你的脸好陌生

明明是不同两个的角色

爱情却给我们一个脚本

你要的不在我这我懂你不懂的

两人在互相拔河

明明是再多不同的可能

结局却给我们一种选择

要分开却舍不得

两人彼此都忘了要什麼

两人是不一样的我走了

love.

2008-08-06T03:38:00.000-07:00

You're my hunybuch, sugarpie.

Indeed i often felt redundant and sad over many things that's happening in my life. But well, i'm definitely contented with every single one of you around me. :) Some heartfelt words to you again... search for your name!

Twl, somehow i feel that i've lost a part of me ever since you're gone. But, you know what i feel about you. That precious affinity will always be kept inside my heart.. love.
Twj, it's fate that we'll be able to keep in contact for such a long period and i really appreciate you for being there. :) love you too.
Lwj, we're so near, yet so far. I really miss you badly.

As well as..

Sheepie, because of you, life is more meaningful. Thanks for every lil thing. You're such a dear..
Knsf, thanks for being there love. You'll be kept in a part of my heart too. Although it isn't very big, you still hold a portion kae! I lurbbe yeusxz
Ah bee, whenever i have problems, you'll always be there to cheer me up. What more can i ask for? You're loved.
Last but not least, many love to Deb, Simin & Joanna. Three of you are the apple of my eye!

Don't love you no more.

2008-08-03T18:55:00.000-07:00

Since there's quite some number of people who wants me to update, here am i. :)
I popped by at my priv. blog, and had some flashbacks.

I'm not sure of my feelings, still. It was months back, we were happily texting each other. To me, you are a nice, caring friend, different from other guys. Well, i was wrong.
You're just one of a kind, after another.
Then one day, you decided to tell me about your feelings. You confessed to me, telling me you have a crush on me, an affection for me. Oh, and tell me you'll be waiting, for the day i'll accept you.
Very well planned huh?
Few days after that, you started giving me the cold shoulder. I fell deep, and i feel terrible.
Yeah, you got a new girl. You left me speechless.

Naive me, thought you were different. And you took me for granted, took me for a ride.
Once bitten, twice shy. Ever since after A, i knew i couldn't trust guys anymore. But i chose to trust you. And you betrayed my trust. Aren't you something.

Anyways, don't worry, i've gotten over you. I don't see any reason why i should not.
If you happen to pass by and read, i just want to tell you, i guess you don't know how hard i tried. Tried to like you.

Two out of three, left me.
Another few months, you'll be leaving me too. I really don't know who else i can turn to, who else can i trust..

I still thank god, for these 3 good friends who has always been there for me..

2008-08-01T20:16:00.000-07:00

So, you think you know me?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QqHCKFt0QY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QqHCKFt0QY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QqHCKFt0QY

77 題快問快答, 超爆笑 :)

Life is full of disappointments...

2008-07-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

I am backkkk (:
So sorry, to you. If you're my faithful reader. Teehee, i'm so glad to be here! But my time is limited, so it'll be a short entry now.

Life has been hectic once again. The upcoming prelims and n's are really a pain in the neck. Many things are getting out of hand, i don't know what to do.
Why are people so self-centered? Why do they only care about their own thoughts and feelings?
Whispering in front of someone, who likes it? You, me, everyone dont like it!
So, now tell me, before you speak, do you reflect on yourself? No.
You don't practice what you preach. Hey, what else can i say?

You know', i really envy people. Why do they have such a caring family? Why do they have such understanding friends?
Yes, i'm emotional. And i wanna stop being one because i really hate it when people thinks im too pessimistic when they don't know the bloody situation i'm in.

What should be said has been said, period. I'm getting a break.
And before i go, i have some things to say to some particular person.

Thanks for understanding me,
thanks for really being there for me,
thanks for everything you did for me,
thanks for being my friend, bro.

And thanks to you too, love. I had a great talk with you the other day! :)
Hopefully, things will get better. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for being there. I appreciate every lil thing. xoxo!

Sentosaaaa ~

2008-07-06T21:05:00.000-07:00

O hai yo! It was a great day at Sentosa yesterday despite it started to rain around 8. We had a good time didn't we! :)

Got my favourite Caramel Corn before setting off for the beach.

It's very nice i tell you! (Right now i'm munching on it!)

This is so breath-taking.

Told you i've got nice photography skills! ^^v

I really fell in love with the sky now... isn't it beautiful?
So, as it started to rain we seek shelter and get cleaned before leaving for Vivo.

We had... mini steamboat for dinner! It's figger lickin' good!

What's next?
DESSERT!!! :D

Oh yes, here's my revenge Angela!! See if you dare snapshot me again! Hahaha

lol, their t-shirts match! So cute right.
Some left and the rest of us decided to go on a water tour. Teehee

Oh my god! They really took the plunge.... )':
Oh dear, i should've counsel them. What problems are there in this world that cannot be solved? Sigh*

That's my slipper! The one in yellow! Haha
Wait. That means.. i'm supposed to commit suicide as well!

Kay, shh. You didn't see anything okay.

So, they're trying to commit suicide now..

*blows whistle* Eh eh eh! I say no swimming here right!!!
Wahlao, whose stupid idea was it to do all these crap. Hahaha

Phew! I finally end this post. Claps*
It's really hard to shift the photos to the position you want now okay. Anyways, i hope you have a good day! Bye bye! :)

Take it or leave it.

2008-07-04T19:40:00.000-07:00

A tit for a tat, don't you ever try to push you luck here.
I'll never let the matter rest if it happens again. You mark my words i tell you.
I don't need bike friends, i don't need car friends, i don't need YOU in my life.

"Sarcasm is one of the services i offer"
Hah, i really liked the this sentence printed on the tee Miss Chuang has.

Finally!!! I got a chance to come online and here! Been caught up with many many works and plans. Life has been so hectic and scheduled.. sigh.

And addition of the number of problems that's increasing in my pathetic life. God damn it. When ever will my life be tranquil...

Love,xoxo.

There's nothing else to say.

2008-06-27T20:39:00.000-07:00

Complicated.

Complicated life, blame who? Of all people, why me.
You don't know how hard it is to pick yourself up at situations like this. Yeah, you just feel like running away.
Although you know there are many people out there that are less fortunate, you can't help being sad. Too bad, they have a strong will, but you don't.

It's just part and parcels of life, don't give up Jean.

47days to prelims!

2008-06-27T09:37:00.000-07:00

Thursday, June 26, 2008

It's a birthday celebration down at parkway. Moods were kinda lousy because there is school the next day. Well, what matters is the star of the day enjoyed herself. And before i forget, happy birthday to my dearest Simin as well.

Happy birthday to you once again, AQH.

You got fooled by all of us for the second time. Haha! Remember what happened last yr? Anyways, you know what i'm hitting at already right, so i shall cut it short. i really hope you like the gift. I spent quite some time persuading Weiying! love.

7 more days to release of boyfriend's album... *grins

I love school! (:

2008-06-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

Hi, i'm back!!! Life has been hectic because of school. All the assignments & works need to be rushed as there's not much time left. It's pretty tiring! Especially when you have to climb many flights of stairs everday. Life is such a torture. Hahaha!

51 more days to prelims.

♥♥♥♥♥

2008-06-21T03:32:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥♥♥
Have everyone forgotten about my boyfriend! Let me, tell you everything about him! Teehee :)

Name: 蔡旻佑, Evan Yo
Birthday: 12 November 1986
Height: 177cm
Weight: 68kg
Favourite artists: Avril lavigne, Jay chou, Wang Lee Hom, David Tao
Dream: Be rich, immigrate to Australia, compose music for the world!
Wanna work with: Wang Lee Hom & Avril lavigne

His first debut album, '19' was released on October 2006.

Click to see his 'I can' MV:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmZjqI9xxho
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmZjqI9xxho
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxMX2Rxq4gI&feature=related
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Make sure you click this:
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It's a perfect combination of the electric guitar and my bf's violin ^^v

Damn, i can't take my eyes of him now! Hahaha

闷

2008-06-19T20:26:00.000-07:00

More than words.

Though life has been quite boring and free, i got this mixed emotions now.
Like, everything is not going smoothly and it's all cropped up by different situations. It's not turning out the way i want it to.
"Expect the unexpected"

School is on Monday, great. And i'm not gonna camwhore until my hair gets longer.
Shall be a geek in the meantime yo!

I'm still questioning myself. N levels are in 2 months time, and yet, i'm still not prepared for it. God damn, what am i supposed to do. I am really confused. This feeling i don't know how to express.. why is it so hard? So hard to comprehend..
Then now i'm trying so hard to just let go of this feeling, there'll be more frustrations, more problems occuring. What can i say? Life is full of disappoinments...

:)

2008-06-14T13:56:00.000-07:00

Wow, i just realised i have so many readers in a day! Hahaha

I'm totally shocked and happy at the same time. 7 online users!!! Thank you for coming! (:

Well well, i really hope you guys would leave me a message so that i could thank you guys in person. Ok? (:

And anyway, i found my old photos.. scroll down at your own risk.

I can't be bothered with the photos already.. still overjoyed and dumbfounded about learning the fact that i have so many redears a day! Haha, you prolly think i am too over-reacting aye. WA KAO!!!! 7 ONLINE USERS!!! lol

Hmm, maybe my eyes were playing tricks on me. Please leave me a message so that i know this is not my hallucination! Haha, thankyou! (x

Tongue tied!

2008-06-13T09:34:00.000-07:00

Tongue tied - Faber drive

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

Mixed feelings and emotions.

2008-06-10T16:18:00.000-07:00

Mixed feelings and emotions.

突然觉得有些感受好难表达，有种不被需要的感觉...我也好想被爱！！
是非题，选择题，反正这些这些，都是我们不能控制的。到最后，我的人生毕竟就是那么不快乐。好悲哀哦！算了，雨后总会有晴天。认命吧我！（：

4th June, 06

2008-06-05T04:36:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Joey! :)

I'm feeling perfectly energetic now! Teehee.
The day i've been looking foward to finally arrived -- CHALET!!!
Headed to Bugis with love, and took a super long bus ride. Made my head spin like fu(k.
So we got down at Tanah Merah, took a train to Pasir Ris and met up with Nicole.

Basically, Barbeque, DVDs, poker, Absolute Vodka, cake with many many whip cream on it and flour! :D

Let's just head to the pictures because i'm too lazy to type everything out already...

That is Hitler! It's super adorable i tell you!

Topview,

And look, everybody loves me! (x

Urgh, she and her bloody 'baby'...

This is done by yours truly okay! See how art students make wonders. Ha ha ha

Everybody left except Nicole, Weiying, Yingying and I. Stayed in the room, had games like Murderer & Heart attack, must i say, it was fabulous.

The guys playing Truth or Dare.

Fighting, tsk, kids nowdays.... lol

Then Shannon bullies Nicole,

and Yingying revenges for Nicole. Hahahaha

You have to pay a price for accusing someone who is not the murderer. Ha ha ha

Shannon: "What have i done? Sorry lah sorry lah." lol

You can never stand his lameness i tell you.

Aiya! Didn't caught him throwing m&ms' at the other guy.

Aha! FINALLY i caught you, this is an edvidence of littering. Fine $500!

Well, it's definitely a wonderful day, wonderful night, with wonderful people... ☺

Peace, serenity.

2008-06-03T18:33:00.000-07:00

Hearts, all over the world tonight... ♥

NYWL, LSF:
Both of you are the ones i treasure most, and it still is. Times i can't forget, times you both did something that made me touched, times that can never be forgotten...
Deep down in my heart, thank you for being such a wonderful friend. Come what may, i'll still be here. I love you.

KNSF:
Hi love. Thank you and thank you for being there in times of need. Thank you for trying to understand my situation with Angela the other day. Thank you for sending lil messages. Everything you do, it means something to me. I really appreciate it, truthfully, thank you and i love you my dearest.

TWY:
Weiying, you know, i really wished you are one of them who would understand me better. Why, thank you for being a listening ear. I'm still me, call me up if you need. And have a safe trip to China alright! :)

ALJY:
I know the feeling of not being appreciated, thank you for being there. Don't worry, i'll never take you for granted. I'll be here for you too, anytime. No more 'condemn', cause, i don't care what they say. I have a clear conscience! :)

AQH, TYY:
So near yet so far, been so close together before, and it's a pity things are not the same anymore.
Thank you for being my friend. Memories, i promise i'll never forget them.

From the bottom of my heart,
xoxo.

Rain, rain go away.

2008-05-31T02:32:00.000-07:00

It's pouring outside now and i can't feel more cosier sitting right in front of the comp and blog :)
Well, it's been raining recently and do bring an umbrella out lest you get drenched alright!
Then fall sick aftermath. Anyways, just take good care of yourself aye.

If you have been capping home all these while, you're gonna miss the big chance.
Great Singapore Sale! -- Discounts, discounts and more discounts.

What the hell are you waiting for?! Ha ha
And yours truly waited for the peoples again. Got me super freaking effing bored...

Presenting, me and me! (x
And fyi, the cute lil can of coke is from the lovely bang and nicole last yr.

Sepia effect, imagine how bored was i!

To greyscale effect..

Found my eyelash not curled enough so i went to clipclipclipclip,

til my whole eyelashes came out! Omg, i got super flustered.
Kay, i know that was lame but i told you i was bored right. Bahhhhhhhh

Down to City plaza to get Nicole's extensions done. And meanwhile, Kraven and i decided to try this!

Tried it before, because it looked kinda true.. well well, my health sucked. And it's not true because my love life is not good at all. Tsk, cheat money lahhhh. It also says i'm gonna meet up with an accident lor! Wth

Changed our plans and headed to Bugis instead of town.

I am so gonna get this book i tell you!
Had our fill before shopping.

Playing with Kraven's new shades. Don't worry Kraven, we didn't dirty it. Teehee

I look like a celeb. right! Ha ha, thank you. I am going to be Mrs Zhou.

Kao, i didn't know Angela was so lame that i joined in.. Jialat, bad influence.
A moment of folly! Ha ha ha

And that stupid bang stole my clothe!!!

Woah, before i continue with the post, let me tell you what happened a minute ago!

I accidentally clicked on the X button on the top right hand of the page. I totally freaked out okae! Thank god, i found it saved as a draft. Thank you blogger! I was super relived to find it safe and sound. Phew*

Where was i, oh yes Kraven popped out with a small bouquet of roses and proposed to me. He he

Yes? No?

NO LAH! I can't betray Jay you know.. ha ha!

Please ignore her. She's just trying to act cute here..
And ignore the flowers at the back too. I didn't stole it. Kraven did. lol

Chilled with Tingting and Reena for a short while outside Mos. Finally, we see each other again. Smiles*

Stayed over at Nicole's place at the end of the day.

I'm still feeling a lil' guilty now.. i'm so sorry once again S.

Tell me if i should head out later...

想？

2008-05-28T07:03:00.000-07:00

MAKE A SECRET.

也不知怎么了, 突然又想起你。也许是因为我再也找不到这么好的朋友，还是我已经慢慢，慢慢的喜欢上你了...

我的华文退步了！！

Back to update!

2008-05-28T04:17:00.000-07:00

I've been quite busy lately. Attending school and all.. mundane life i know.

O-kay, very lethargic.

Wahlao seems like i havent been blogging for 9999999 years. I truly missed everyone! Teehee :)

Bet everyone have heard about the disastrous earthquake in Si Chuan already yeah?

Heart wrenching isn't it!

And aren't all of us lucky that Singapore don't have such serious earthquakes?

Be thankful dear people.

Everything there was so bad that 13,451 schools are damaged. So many innocent lives were taken.. and some are not even found yet!

Oh! When the rescuers arrived, they found this mother. She's in a kneeling down position and guess what, she was carrying her child in her arms. She shielded her child from the falling building..

She died. But her child survived. There's even a note saying to her child that if he/she survived, she want he/her to know that she loved he/her.

I nearly teared pls! );

Now you see how a mother sacrificed for her child... appreciate your mother before it's too late.

It's too late.... to apologize.. lol

Have been using this for so many times til it's not funny already. Aiya sian!

And Jay Chou! He raised $650,000 from his concert for the Si Chuan earthquake.
See, he is so nice. No wonder he's my idol. Oops sorry, my boyfriend. Ha ha ha
(Die la, his fans is gonna kill me for saying that-_-)

Eh, after saying so much you all still think it's nothing then forget it. Go and die ok. lol
No lah, i'm just kidding. Please have a heart and donate! Thank you so much.

Fly

2008-05-25T00:34:00.000-07:00

Fly - Hilary Duff

In a moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing? And take control,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing? And take control,
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

And when you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else.

In a moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try,
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

In a moment, everything can change.

Sure brought back memories aye! Don't you find the lyrics meaningful too? (:

Empty feelings.

2008-05-23T18:33:00.000-07:00

We will never know how far we can fly... unless we try.

It's so tired to face everything. So hard to comprehend. Was everything here redundant?

Once bitten, twice shy.

"Don't care about what others think of you,what matters is how you think of yourself. You know yourself better than anyone else do."

Yeah, i can't help but think whenever places are empty..
In an empty bus, tell me what to do if you are me.

A Public Affair.

2008-05-21T22:57:00.000-07:00

I have a public affair!

Yeah, i'm in love with TP.. ha ha ha ^^v

Had a short tour round the school. It's definitely a very fruitful trip for me.
TP has always been my dream school. So, imagine how excited i was ytd... ha ha!
I can remember very vividly why i wanted so much to get in tp. It used to be because nicholas was there.. but now, it's because i particularly loved that school. On the contrary, there were many hunks there. Ha ha ha :x

The bookshop - it sells everything. I mean it! Wax, socks, everything you need! Cool huh.

Oh yes, remind yourself not to set your feets upon this patch of grass. Otherwise! You'll have to pay a fine of $50!!!

Tried their famous western food. Thought it'll be very nice, but it turned out average only.

And heard from Joan that while we were talking, just as she was asking me what if i saw nicholas here, she heard someone saying,"小姐，我朋友要跟你拿号码.."
Think i got too excited about tp i didn't really pay attention to the surrounding around me.. Ok great. She didn't look at the guy! I was thinking, NABEI?! WHAT IF IT'S A SHUAI GE?! LOL

I asked her that who is the guy asking from and she tell me not to think too much because the guy is prolly taking no. from her. Lol........ btw Ram thinks i've become mature lol *blush*
Omg omg, i think i've gone crazyalready.... die lahhhhhh.

I still love tp though! Now and always, teehee <3

2008-05-20T19:52:00.000-07:00

Hi hi hi, guess where am i now? I'm currently at TP! Hahahaha, tp is so gonna be my future school i tell you.
And this will help motivate me to study harder. Hahaha :D

Wait til i get my very first drink in poly. Oh wait. I can drink it anytime in future. Haha! I'll update soon. Bye! : )

Chalet

2008-05-20T06:34:00.000-07:00

Sunday, down to Pasir Ris to meet up with the guys.

Spent the day bbq-ing, chilling around at the park, playing pokers and watching dvds.

It's definitely a fruitful day! : )

Presenting..."Ang eh gina" named by lsf. Lmao

Everyone was famished so we started bbq-ing...

Ha, thanks to Kraven, Weiying & Yj for the hard work.

Kraven is the babe! ^^,

After the delicious dinner, we had... marshmellows! :)

How can we miss this out?

Marshmellows are just like the desserts after a sumptuous meal. Love it!

Nicole's fine art for bbq-ing marshmellows..

When night falls, we went to borrow dvds to keep ourselves awake. The picture above is Madeleine Low using the instant dvd borrower. Very worth it i tell you. It's only $3 a disc if you return it within 24hr. Fabulous! Cheap and instant, what more can we ask? :D

Oh, but you'll have a hard time signing up for an account! Ha ha
Try, and you'll know what i mean! (:

Tomorrow is a good day! Hope that everything will go smoothly at Temasek Poly! Heh heh, i seriously can't wait for tomorrow.

Happy Birthday Kraven!

2008-05-18T23:00:00.000-07:00

It's the babe birthday celebration!

And the babe found out that i am going to give her a surprise because i wrote it on my blog! God damn. I knew you wouldn't come online that was why i blogged it out what. And who knows Angela so coincidentally read, which so coincidentally you were at her place -_-

Met up with Lsf, Twy and Damian. Then down to Leisure, met Tessa, Pling & Yingying.
Yogurt once again. And got the babe's birthday gift before meeting up the rest at parkway.
No cabs, save money. Nearly missed our bus, that was the cause for the not in-good-shape cheesecake. Everyone laughed when i said this. "Nobody spared a thought for my feelings... made me run with the cheesecake.." Anyway, we spent the night at East Coast. I'm so lazy to type everything out already. Let's just look at the pictures.

Hi Tessa! Bye Tessa! lol... now, where's pling.

Omgomg, i look so ugly and fat. Pardon me for the unglam pictures aye..

Having an affair rightttt!

Walked to Lagoon for dinner. And halfway, we found a trolley... Heh heh, any idea?

Look at the greeny effect! I have good photography skills ^^,

And yes, this is a nice video. Hahaha! It'll be better if it's not so blur.

Hope you enjoyed everything Kraven. And yeah, the presents too. Love! : )

Envy.

2008-05-17T01:16:00.001-07:00

BY2

Heard of this twin sister from Singapore that appeared on the newpaper months ago? They gave up O' levels to pursue their dream. Looks like they love singing so much to have made such a descision.

Oh, then i saw them on teevee. It was so unbelievable! Was astonished. First i saw them on 娱乐百分百, next on 模范棒棒堂. Everything really seemed so near, yet so far.

I love singing too! That's my only forte. Hahaha, such a failure. Only know how to sing.. but haha, who cares. If i were them, i would prolly make the same choice too. Omg, then i'll be able to see many celebrities like them! Jay chou!!! ^^v

Come to think of it, it's not really surprising that they'll carve out a career in taiwan. Compare TWINS and them, they are so much sweeter, and so much talented their age. Isnt life cruel? It's all about money and talents. Lucky people...

I think they have great potential. Check this out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tWhOeKxpr6Y
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cMhL5p-GYnk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DqRdPaQkF7c

PS: I shall update the photos for Kraven's birthday celebration soon. Ciaos! : )

: )

2008-05-14T19:24:00.000-07:00

Skipped school today because i'm not feeling very well.

Anyone wanna pay me a visit? Hahaha

Wait no. Not in home clothes and no makeup. Forget i asked. Haha!

Well well, i came here for no rhyme or reason, and now i think i have nothing else to rant..

I admit, i am a lousy blogger. Maybe in future when i go to parties, clubbing more often, then i'll have more pictures! Hee.

I love blogshopping though. Isnt it a bliss to sit behind your screen, relax and shop?!

Ha, so the saying goes. "Make merry while you can"

You definitely wouldn't wanna miss hers! http://vivianlly.livejournal.com/

Or, you would wanna visit her blog too? Find her at my links! :)

Kao, why couldn't i find nice hoodies around!

Oh, i would love to have a skeleton one. Hahaha

And tell me, if i should really care...

Bordrem kills.

2008-05-11T02:39:00.000-07:00

I've been attempting to change the songs here kay. And imeem doesn't allows me to.
Ha, sucks to be me aye?
So many things, oh where to go later? Take a breather nearby! : )
Haha, who wants to join me?

♥♥♥

And E made my day again. Why do nobody appreciate such a lovely person like you!
"Come on, cheer up lah dey! I know you are very upset and disappointed in your friends. But don't like that la. Smile abit lei. If they don't appreciate you, then don't care lor.. Don't bother abt those ppl who take things for granted lah dey. Don't so sad lei. We go eat ice cream again want?"
Haha! And i replied him very emo-ly.
"But i care...... *cries* Okay, let's go ice-cream again. I sure win you."
Lol, left him speechless..

Sometimes, i really thank god for giving me friends like E.
But on the other hand, why do i hope that those people would understand me better instead of them?
Well well, i still thank god for them. From the very bottom of my heart.
It's okay. I must be contented with my life : )
At the very least i have E and W there when everyone is against me.
Why, i wouldn't be able to repay you guys even my next life! How beautiful is life with the both of you...

Tomorrow will be a better day! Drops confidence*

I think my heart is giving up....

2008-05-10T00:15:00.000-07:00

I think my heart is giving up....

Have you ever felt the feeling of being accused?
Have you ever felt that the whole world is against you?
Have you ever needed someone and no one's there?
Have you ever felt the way i felt?

WJ! I know you're reading. And i want to say, no matter what happens on 16th, i'll always be here waiting. I believe that you'll come out safely. I still have so much to say and so much to thank. And you don't read until cry leh. Haha! Okay lah, i'm sure you'll be fine. Please lah, be more sensible. Don't do stupid things and sometimes you don't gain for being such a loyal friend. In this world, it doesn't pays to be kind.

2008-05-06T22:42:00.001-07:00

I am going to flunk my papers. I am not happy.
:(

Madeleine Low!

2008-05-05T22:48:00.000-07:00

I wanna tell you, that i do care for you still.

Hi there Madeleine L. If you happen to see this, i wanna say, i care too.
I don't know what happened, and i don't know what you're going through now. But, i know how it feels to be taken granted for, and to be left alone.
It is so depressing, that you feel that life is meaningless. Very sad to find out that this is what friends are for.
And being there for them everytime yet when you need someone, no ones' there..

You know', i've been through what you've been through. So, you're not alone! :)
When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.
Problems are only opportunities with thorns on them sweetie!
I'm just a phone call away kay.
Here to pour your hearts out to, here when you need help, heare when you need a shoulder.
"Always look on the bright side of life! Tudu! Tudu, tudu, tudu!" :D

Smile alright? :)

Connie Talbot.

2008-05-04T22:42:00.000-07:00

Second post for the day!

Connie Talbot, a lil six year old girl who can sing.

Very impressed and yeah, talented i must say..

Her voice really thugs at heart's strings. Aww, she's such a sweetiepie :) :)

Click if you're interested:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkcE6Vy-e6c

And i personally loved this one:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPQr-f8YeOk

XOXO.

Better in time.

2008-05-04T20:53:00.000-07:00

I had the worst nightmare ever. 3 days in a row, pathetic.

And so swimming at Kerrisdale...

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Muscles all aching now.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Singpost to dine and study. It's a fun time together :)

This is super cute i tell you! (x

I wasn't the only one who got distracted kay! Everyone was taking a break.

Shoot me? Shoot you back! See! I'm not the only one!

SATISFACTION ☺

><

2008-05-03T11:39:00.000-07:00

我已经试着让眼泪别往下流了。

Been so long since we last talked. And yet you're still willing to hear me out. Thanks so much Ahbee!
"I never ever once believe in breaking and patching stuff. because i think that once you break up, the feeling is different already. If you have the courage or the determination to mention break up, definitely the second time or even the third time will come by easily."
So fascinated by his words.

Well, i'm sure your dream will come true!
Nevertheless, thanks once again. I feel so much better after talking to you :]

Oh and i forgot to add in, thanks to Lsf, Damian, Angela, Kraven, Xinhao and Wenjie. Love!