and what am i supposed to say ? .. SHAG !

i did research today ! abt those magic spells and all ~
i sure wasnt in a good mood alright. i checked up on the dictionary abt some words & i cant find it ! >.<>virus game.
after that, it's still not over ! ran one round the school ?
we were alr breathing heavily lah. how can my stamina actually dropped til so !!
im sad okay. i wonder how im even gna pass my 2.4 this yr ,
then the last thing is captain's ball.
all im thinking is , gee, when is this gna be over. ):
was damn tired alright. feel like killing myself so that at that point ,
i only know that the very next moment im dead alr. then there's the ending of my tiredness.
but i cant die yet ! i wna see you happy ~ :D
you must live on, and happily also ! hah.
after pe was recess and after recess is science !we went to lab.
did the experiment. microscope was so cool man.
such a fast & tiring day i had.
english lesson was interesting as mr.chin told us abt magic spells & black magic ? there's many other stuffs like the oujia board , voodoo curse ?
mr.chin said black magic really works when smthing smthing ? ..
unbelievable !
he said his friend tried and it really worked. but its too dangerous !
you're hinting the devil to come to you, you're not afraid .
goodness lah ~
and talking back at science time , someone broke something of the microscope and didnt want to admit ?
i dont wna hint anything but that person sure is selfish alright.
if she doesnt admit the whole class would bear the cost of it kays ! )):
this made my mood go even more downwards.
but it's soon after school alr. we went to slack usually,
i went home early. i cant help but say , firefly is such a nice song !
it reminds me of the beautiful reminsce from the past.
i hop i would no longer depend on the past, no longer wished time to turn back.
i wna look to the future, be a better person & die happily .
from henceforth i would no longer die unpeacefully.
i wna thks mother for teaching me the meaning of this word ; pessimistic.
now by knowing the meaning , im also pessimistic .
like mother. she, me , PESSIMISTIC .