still bored ,

TODAY WAS BORED , BORED & BORED . didnt have the mood to '' play '' ~
open up your reader's digest and see , starting from page 24 .
it says : CAMBODIA'S STOLEN BABIES.
poor babies are often kept in horrendous conditions in cambodia orphanages .
anyway, im so not in a mood to blog.Nothing in my mind to blog luhs ~
hais , sad life !
fen, it's let nature takes it course.Anyways, jus have to heckcare luhs.
i know you want to, you tried -
it somehow doesnt works . thats why have to let nature take its course,
think of something else . rmb, you wna be happy in your whole life isnt it ?
let people hate you if they want, dont hate them back. Hatreds only bring unhappiness ~
Life is always so up and so down. it's nvr the way we wanted it to be,
we have to accept the fate, its the way it is , we cant change it.
schhol life is always the same few things.
Bored , Bored & Bored . Nothing much to blog abt hence my posts are this short.
Nothing big happened in school anyway. Our chinese teacher went on holiday sials . to dont know which country for one week.
RELIVE FOR ONE WEEK.
and i nearly forgot to tell everyone something ,
ms chuang has tatoo behind her ! at her back. so BIG somemore ,
then everyone was talking abt it during lit.
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what am i gonna do with my life. I cant help the way i feel. I feel so stupid /
i can't help thinking about the past, trying to be happy in front of everyone.
Pessimistic can be used to describe me too. How would i wished so much that i could sleep & never wake up. But however , that never happened. And forever i guess it would'nt happen. yes ; minor in a major kinda way. Who would've think im someone who's pessimistic, stupid & ugly. They jus won't understand how it feels to be - me . Simply hated the way life is, never fair . Perhaps im trying to be sarcastic , dont bother to see all these then. Im so an emotional someone who thinks life's a misery. Every now & then .