There's nothing else to say.

Complicated.

Complicated life, blame who? Of all people, why me.
You don't know how hard it is to pick yourself up at situations like this. Yeah, you just feel like running away.
Although you know there are many people out there that are less fortunate, you can't help being sad. Too bad, they have a strong will, but you don't.

It's just part and parcels of life, don't give up Jean.