bah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALZENA !
Guess everything was per normal. It's wednesday alr and still, i didnt rlly have the mood to study laa. First it was art and music, then we went to dance studio & learned the dancing again ! >.<>Gerll is backkkkkk ! so happy to see her again luhs . finally she's back. Didnt heard from her for months alr. Soon it was chapel, still bored. Chapel was never fun la. Today is always so liveless. Without qinwei's joke we can rlly fall asleep man. We kept asking him to sing the '' Who am i '' song. haa ! :D
after chapel was geog. Urgh, that Miss chuang's period again. I admit i don't like her and her lesson was rlly VERY bored ! boos Cause of some things i can't rmb what is it, i felt a sudden pain in my heart. Have heart-attack lahs . It was rlly painful i rlly feel like killing myself to end the pain straight away. And only yingying noticed me in pain. I hope i die early.>):
Then after geog was Chinese , and after chinese is AFTER SCHOOL TIME ! But these few days were so bored , everyday go home. Rarely slack ler lohs. Or rather \ nvr slack is a better word.
We had chinese test today. And i did'nt study for it. =x
I did'nt even know can. Bah, but it was quite easy. I left two-three blanks nia. Oops ~
I only took abt 15mins doing it and pom ! Sleep.
When i woke up i see almost everyone sleeping alr. Nevertheless , i slept again. haha.
So it's after school - went to slack , yeah ! finally. i promised to quit unless i'm rlly thinking abt too many things. Qianhui , yingying & weiying also went. i shared mine with her. (:
Thanks angela for the sponsor.
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So this was what i found in the bulletins ;
so sweet luhs !@

girl- yeah, i had to go to the
doctor.
boy- oh relly? y?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?
boy- u didnt miss ne thing that
great.......just lots
of notes.
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u kno i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- y did u ask?
girl-................>silence<.......... boy- is something wrong? girl- no nothing at all boy- good. girl- ..............how much do u care about me? boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could. girl- u would? boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding
worried< style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:
boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on
the phone
last nite.
friend- well dude u kno how gurls are
sumtimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.
boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya
after
school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.
THAT NIGHT:
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
girl- uh.......i had another doctor
appointment.
boy- are u sick?
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's
callin
on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
boy-........alright, i love u hun.
very long pause< style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL
FOR 3
MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER
HER
PHONE.
boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whats up
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex
lately?
boy- no
friend- so u didnt hear?
boy- hear what?
friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell
u......
boy- dude, wtf tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-
3468
boy- ok............
BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this
is nurse
beckam.
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong
number, im
looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is
one of
our patients here.
boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is
she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in
building A,
suite 3.
boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- plz come by sir and you can see
her,
goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO
ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3.
GIRL IS
LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
boy- omg are u ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- i..........
boy- u what?? U WHAT???
girl- i have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................>breaks into
tears<...................... girl- they're taking me off 2night boy- y?? girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt boy- y didnt u tell me???? girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u. boy- u could never hurt me girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u. boy- ? girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you. boy- ........... girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u boy- then y'd u break up w/me? nurse- young man, visiting hours are over. BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE
SUPPORT, AND DIES.
but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl
only
asked him those questions so she could
hear him
say it one last time, and she only broke up
w/him
because she knew she only had 3 more
weeks to
live, and thought it would cause him less
pain and
give him time to get over her before she
died.
NEXT DAY
the boy is found dead with a gun in his
hand..with
a note in the othler...
THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a
bullet for
her....just like she said she would die for
me...

i thought abt it clearly and carefully alr, it hurts to let you go. but i must learn to let go so as to posses once again. hais. Perhaps we aint fated, thankyou for all those beautiful memories.
Take good care of yourself. wishing you good luck, always -