Times have changed.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LITING!
Ah yes, everything's gone. I still longs for the beautiful reminisce, which can nvr return no more.The past is gone & all i have is only the future. I hate myself, in such state. I certainly hope i'm better off dead. I'm no longer the active blogger. Could no longer write so much about what happen on the particular day anymore. I'm trying my best alr I really can't go further on. I need someone. Please, help me. Nobody knows i'm choking back my tears and act to be happy. I admit i'm still bothered about all those things. My life is so bloody messed up. I don't know whats going on and why are you doing this. I'm really tired of my life's happenings. The things that always goes through my head is always the problem lying with me. The agony in me hurted so much that it left me in tears.It's really not helping, yet, it was making me feel worse. Life will never get better for me, i swear. Life is already meaningless for me. I'm just nothing at all. Perhaps all this was fated, all determined.
I still thank god i knew you, and one last breath, GOODBYE.
Dreams deystroying my sleep, how can hurt reach so deep?
Waking up is too much effort, sleep is a luxury i can't afford.
Depression overwhelms my soul, deep darkness, a big black hole.
Sadness eats it's way through my heart, where does it end, where does it start?
No one can understand this pain,nothing to lose, nothing to gain.
Lost in a never ending maze, every moment, just a dizzy daze.
Why does it have to be me, if only the future i could see.
Afraid of shadows in the dark, will i ever make my mark?
Unseen tears flowing from my heart, i must go on, play my part.
Life has to continue for today, living my life, come what may.
So much to be thankful for,how can i ask for more?
I just wish for this to go away,for me to have a natural day.
To know that i'm not the only one, helps a lil, but it's no fun.
Even god seems, oh, so far away, Who can brighten up my day?
So tired of fighting this feeling, my mind just spinning & reeling.
I hate this pills i have to take, make me feel my life is just a fake.
What can i do, where can i go?
Stumbling around, to and fro.
Wondering when this will end, isnt there an angel he could send?
Not much more to say for now, just wondering how, how, how
Agian pulling myself together, hoping that this wont last froever.
Ah yes, everything's gone. I still longs for the beautiful reminisce, which can nvr return no more.The past is gone & all i have is only the future. I hate myself, in such state. I certainly hope i'm better off dead. I'm no longer the active blogger. Could no longer write so much about what happen on the particular day anymore. I'm trying my best alr I really can't go further on. I need someone. Please, help me. Nobody knows i'm choking back my tears and act to be happy. I admit i'm still bothered about all those things. My life is so bloody messed up. I don't know whats going on and why are you doing this. I'm really tired of my life's happenings. The things that always goes through my head is always the problem lying with me. The agony in me hurted so much that it left me in tears.It's really not helping, yet, it was making me feel worse. Life will never get better for me, i swear. Life is already meaningless for me. I'm just nothing at all. Perhaps all this was fated, all determined.
I still thank god i knew you, and one last breath, GOODBYE.
Dreams deystroying my sleep, how can hurt reach so deep?
Waking up is too much effort, sleep is a luxury i can't afford.
Depression overwhelms my soul, deep darkness, a big black hole.
Sadness eats it's way through my heart, where does it end, where does it start?
No one can understand this pain,nothing to lose, nothing to gain.
Lost in a never ending maze, every moment, just a dizzy daze.
Why does it have to be me, if only the future i could see.
Afraid of shadows in the dark, will i ever make my mark?
Unseen tears flowing from my heart, i must go on, play my part.
Life has to continue for today, living my life, come what may.
So much to be thankful for,how can i ask for more?
I just wish for this to go away,for me to have a natural day.
To know that i'm not the only one, helps a lil, but it's no fun.
Even god seems, oh, so far away, Who can brighten up my day?
So tired of fighting this feeling, my mind just spinning & reeling.
I hate this pills i have to take, make me feel my life is just a fake.
What can i do, where can i go?
Stumbling around, to and fro.
Wondering when this will end, isnt there an angel he could send?
Not much more to say for now, just wondering how, how, how
Agian pulling myself together, hoping that this wont last froever.
posted by JEANHYUN at
9:05 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]
<< Home